2007年6月18日星期一

Shanghai life

After coming to shanghai, I really feel a huge pressure here and lost more confidence about my future. I had left shenzhen and decided to start a brand new life here, however, I always wish go back to shenzhen. When I work this company then I found it is not like my expectation, I stayed because of his friendship and kind from my boss. I felt a little frustrated when I got a bad idea to him.

What my real likes and real love? I suspect myself! Will I be satisfied with what I have now? Will I be loyal to him forever? I know I can’t I change my character and only wish he change.

God helps me please.

God helps those who help themselves.

2007年5月31日星期四

吵架记

HX14:40:00
老婆辞职了没有
玲珑猪! 14:41:52
没有

玲珑猪! 14:41:57
下午说

HX14:42:28
好,等你好消息
HX14:42:44
老公和你聊一下午天,好不

玲珑猪! 14:42:51
不好

玲珑猪! 14:42:56
我要上班

玲珑猪! 14:43:12
老聊天像什么样子

HX14:43:25
呵 呵,反正要走啊。
HX14:43:39
聊天就不像样啊。
玲珑猪! 14:43:49
什么叫反正要走

玲珑猪! 14:44:01
我最讨厌这样的心态了

玲珑猪! 14:44:12
反正要走就可以不做事吗?

HX14:44:25
和我聊天记念
玲珑猪! 14:44:45
没有心情跟你开玩笑

HX14:45:05

HX14:46:46
老是这样子说我
玲珑猪! 14:48:26
你认为说走是那么容易开口的吗?

HX14:48:54
总是要说的嘛。
玲珑猪! 14:48:48
你为什么不想想我在这干了一年了

HX14:49:03
我知道啊。
玲珑猪! 14:49:03
总是有些感情的嘛

玲珑猪! 14:49:23
谁都知道总是要走的

玲珑猪! 14:49:34
但是还是会难过啊

HX14:49:41
那你就别走啊。人往高处走吗
HX14:50:19
我觉得又是这样,你还是别走啊
玲珑猪! 14:50:47
你怎么可以说这样的话呢?

玲珑猪! 14:50:54
我真是不明白

HX14:51:20
不说啊。
玲珑猪! 14:51:19
难道我要离开有点难过都不可以吗?

玲珑猪! 14:51:45
既然人知道总归要死,干吗不早点死掉

HX14:52:34
我没有什么可说的,莫名其妙

为什么每次都要为这些很普通的事情吵架呢?为什么你不能稍微体谅一下我的心情?为什么别人的男朋友都理解我的开口说离开是多么不易?我还要坚持我们的未来吗?在我生气的时候我真想放弃,请不要让我生气,好吗?

2007年5月24日星期四

I will leave soon

X past his exam and will study at Shanghai. I don't want to seperate again for so long time. Wish he doesn't quarrel with me and let my faith stronger.

I will leave Shenzhen and this work very soon, but i have not tell my manager and boss yet. What they will think? I really don't know. I appreciate them teaching and helping me so much in one year.

2007年5月8日星期二

Battery problem again

I feel very very bad today because of Andy's LiFePO4 battery pack problem. I feel very bad about that supplier whose employee leave and quality decreased horribly.

Since i began to sold some batteries, there were lots of problems followed me. I have to face great pressure.

Tired!

2007年5月4日星期五

Confused!

I don't know why i become so ruthless, i feel confused!! What should i do? Please tell me.

We talked about our wonderful future. It is going better everything, what i don't satisfied with? Why lost past small happiness and attitude?

2007年4月24日星期二

Good news

Xiang past his postgraduate exam and got a chance to study there free.

I am really happy for him.

Perhaps i will leave here and work near him.

2007年4月23日星期一

overwork for a long time

Since came back from hometown, i didn't live a regular life, even everyday overwork. I feel very tired and lost passion on my work. What should i do?

A RC hobbyist told his charging way of Lipo

Charging method
I put them in a special LiPo bag and then I put the bag in a bucket with sand in the bathroom. when it starts burining, then I can activate the ventilator in bathroom so the smoke goes outside and the shower can raiin down on the Lipos

2007年4月22日星期日

Dream

Hold fast to dreams 紧紧抓住梦想
For if dreams die 因为梦想若是死亡
Life is a 'broken-winged' bird 生命就像折断翅膀的鸟儿
That cannot fly 再也不能飞翔
Hold fast to dreams 紧紧抓住梦想
For when dreams go 因为梦想一旦消亡
Life is a 'barren' field 生活就像荒芜的田野
Frozen with snow 雪覆冰封,万物不再生长
——Langston Hughes
——兰斯顿·休斯

2007年4月4日星期三

Cara Dillon爱尔兰精灵

她出生于1975年,来自一个爱尔兰传统音乐世家。她的声音如此清透美丽而极具风格,让观众们觉得相间恨晚。用这样一句话来形容Cara Dillon不足为过:Cara Dillon是个不寻常的天才! 14岁的时候,Cara Dillon就赢得了全爱尔兰传统歌唱比赛冠军。在开始她自己喜欢的事业之前,她和她的伙伴Sam Lakeman和一家唱片公司签约想做流行歌手,可之后他们发现自己并不喜欢做流行音乐。于是他们出了一张凄美的民歌专集Cara Dillon/Rough Trade Records,出乎意料地赢得了广泛好评。这股随之而来的Cara Dillon效应让她和她的伙伴完全转型。而之后她所获得的无数奖项更加肯定了他们的转型。 《爱尔兰音乐杂志》说,Cara Dillon冷酷却富有感染力的声音包含着她对家乡的热情和对国家的热爱。
《爱尔兰音乐杂志》说,Cara Dillon冷酷却富有感染力的声音包含着她对家乡的热情和对国家的热爱。 Folk Roots Magazine评价说,毫不夸张地说,Cara Dillon有着极少数人才有的美妙嗓音。
其发行专辑:
第一张 《Cara Dillon》:
1.Black is the colour
2.Donald of Glencoe
3.Craigie Hill
4.Green grows the laurel
5.Lark in the clear air
6.Lone some scenes of Winter
7.Blue mountain river
8.I wish I was
9.Maid of Culmore
10.She's like the swallow
11.I am a youth that's in clined toramble
第二张 《甜蜜的自由》Sweet Liberty
1.High Tide
2.The Winding River Roe
3.Everywhere
4.There Were Roses
5.Where Are You
6.The Gem Of The Roe
7.Bonny Bonny
8.Erin The Green
9.Broken Bridges
10.Falling Like A Star
11.Standing On The Shore
12.The Emigrates Farewell
第三张 《清晨之后》After The Morning
1.Never In A Million Years
2.I Wish You Well
3.Here's A Health
4.Brockagh Braes
5.Garden Valley
6.October Winds
7.Bold Jamie
8.The Streets Of Derry (With Paul Brady)
9.This Time
10.The Snows They Melt The Soonest
11.Walls
12.Grace
http://bgl.sz.net.cn/images/2006-11/03/17110303091979617357175.mp3

2007年3月29日星期四

would you?

If I cried a tear of painful sorrow,
If I lost all hope for a new tomorrow,
Would you dry my tear and ease my pain,
Would you make me smile once again?

2007年3月28日星期三

everlasting love

Whenever you need me,
I'll be here.
Whenever you're in trouble,
I'm always near.
Whenever you feel alone,
and you think everyone has given up...
Reach out for me,
and I will give you my everlasting love.
当你需要我的时候,
我都会在这里;
当你有麻烦的时候,
我都会在你身边;
当你觉得孤独的时候;
当你认为所有的人都已绝望;
到我这里来,
我会给你所有的爱。

the chemical formula for water

Teacher: What the chemical formula for water is the ?
Blonde: "HIJKLMNO"!!
Teacher: What are you talking about?
Blonde: Yesterday you said its H to O!

2007年1月13日星期六

Show me where you are!

Dana told me if I pray for six month, you will show me how to do. Yes, I am in trouble now. I need your help, could you tell me what should I do? I don’t believe there are you in the world, but I would like to persuade myself to believe you and seems you are with me.

I really appreciated those who knows be grateful for you and act like what you lead us.

I pray you sincerely, please tell me where should I go, what should I do.

Emmy

2007年1月1日星期一

The new year of 2007

Happy new year!

It is the first day of 2007. we have three days holiday, so i have time to visit my Guangzhou sisiter. Unfortunately, She needs to work today. When i entered into her company, i feel very cold, enviroment and person. perhaps this is the difference between big company and small company. I don't know how to kill my time? hey! i got an idea! I should make a plan for my coming and hopeful year.

Hope my family and all my friends will be in well and make their dream realize.