Shanghai life

After coming to shanghai, I really feel a huge pressure here and lost more confidence about my future. I had left shenzhen and decided to start a brand new life here, however, I always wish go back to shenzhen. When I work this company then I found it is not like my expectation, I stayed because of his friendship and kind from my boss. I felt a little frustrated when I got a bad idea to him.

What my real likes and real love? I suspect myself! Will I be satisfied with what I have now? Will I be loyal to him forever? I know I can’t I change my character and only wish he change.

God helps me please.

God helps those who help themselves.

吵架记

HX14:40:00
老婆辞职了没有
玲珑猪！ 14:41:52
没有

玲珑猪！ 14:41:57
下午说

HX14:42:28
好，等你好消息
HX14:42:44
老公和你聊一下午天，好不

玲珑猪！ 14:42:51
不好

玲珑猪！ 14:42:56
我要上班

玲珑猪！ 14:43:12
老聊天像什么样子

HX14:43:25
呵 呵，反正要走啊。
HX14:43:39
聊天就不像样啊。
玲珑猪！ 14:43:49
什么叫反正要走

玲珑猪！ 14:44:01
我最讨厌这样的心态了

玲珑猪！ 14:44:12
反正要走就可以不做事吗？

HX14:44:25
和我聊天记念
玲珑猪！ 14:44:45
没有心情跟你开玩笑

HX14:45:05
哦
HX14:46:46
老是这样子说我
玲珑猪！ 14:48:26
你认为说走是那么容易开口的吗？

HX14:48:54
总是要说的嘛。
玲珑猪！ 14:48:48
你为什么不想想我在这干了一年了

HX14:49:03
我知道啊。
玲珑猪！ 14:49:03
总是有些感情的嘛

玲珑猪！ 14:49:23
谁都知道总是要走的

玲珑猪！ 14:49:34
但是还是会难过啊

HX14:49:41
那你就别走啊。人往高处走吗
HX14:50:19
我觉得又是这样，你还是别走啊
玲珑猪！ 14:50:47
你怎么可以说这样的话呢？

玲珑猪！ 14:50:54
我真是不明白

HX14:51:20
不说啊。
玲珑猪！ 14:51:19
难道我要离开有点难过都不可以吗？

玲珑猪！ 14:51:45
既然人知道总归要死，干吗不早点死掉

HX14:52:34
我没有什么可说的，莫名其妙

为什么每次都要为这些很普通的事情吵架呢？为什么你不能稍微体谅一下我的心情？为什么别人的男朋友都理解我的开口说离开是多么不易？我还要坚持我们的未来吗？在我生气的时候我真想放弃，请不要让我生气，好吗？

I will leave soon

X past his exam and will study at Shanghai. I don't want to seperate again for so long time. Wish he doesn't quarrel with me and let my faith stronger.

I will leave Shenzhen and this work very soon, but i have not tell my manager and boss yet. What they will think? I really don't know. I appreciate them teaching and helping me so much in one year.

Battery problem again

I feel very very bad today because of Andy's LiFePO4 battery pack problem. I feel very bad about that supplier whose employee leave and quality decreased horribly.

Since i began to sold some batteries, there were lots of problems followed me. I have to face great pressure.

Tired!

Confused!

I don't know why i become so ruthless, i feel confused!! What should i do? Please tell me.

We talked about our wonderful future. It is going better everything, what i don't satisfied with? Why lost past small happiness and attitude?

Good news

Xiang past his postgraduate exam and got a chance to study there free.

I am really happy for him.

Perhaps i will leave here and work near him.

overwork for a long time

Since came back from hometown, i didn't live a regular life, even everyday overwork. I feel very tired and lost passion on my work. What should i do?